today is saturday a few more days my birthday le....kinda happy.....but normally ntg special de la my birthday...juz i can feel i am king for one day becoz parents wont marah me de on this day although i did something wrong.....lolz...but i happy coz i noe angel send a parcel to me from penang IF i am not mistaken....haha

this morning i late to sch for wong foo fizik class....luckily din miss peka. i group wif nat and do the peka......ok la....nat so funny....haha.than i went to chan tao to see my dad play badminton....so fun i want to play badminton oh....but no one teman me today....so juz play in dream.haha....

than evening afte study i am DAM DAM bored.......alll my family members went out...only me and my doggy......haiz.....haha.....so i went dota lo.....ok la one win one lose....but the happy things at nite is..........

I GOT A K MUI ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......she is BREN BREN......or u can call her DOLPHIN>.....she call me PENGUIN de.....and she always like to act as penguin de but she cal me penguin.haha......so i gif her a name call dolphin......

my k muiS name weird de a few......haha.................ada bubbles la....penguin la....joey....carol.....n/......dun tell le......haha bye.....hop germany win tonight

A day.......A normal day.....

Mrning......supose to play badminton de.....but the complex was close......so i played tennis with jason and lou they all and took the pic for magazine....lou improve alot oh....nice....

Than i went to damai to develope the photoes....but the shop keeper say can not coz the minimum to develope is 5 pics....so i went to cyber x...wah...there was a DOTA competition....i hope i played earlier n i hav a team than i can join the game...the prize was attractive...i playued dota with Chu and .......i won la...but chu improve le....noe wat to buy le...first match i use centue r and he used enchantress....i can not kill him....but i tank damage la...haha....when he is buzy pushing mid i went to the right flank and finish the three tower in a few minutes.....luckily....at las i won becoz my creeps a lot went in his base.....but...neither me or him got first blood...lolz...than we continue....this time i use crystal maiden he use bristal bak.....i harras him from the beginning and got first blood after a while we start a new game....this time i use venomancer and he use gorgon....totally no chance the gorgon...haha.......surely we start a new game after i hav a few kills...las game.....i use lion and he use venomancer.....he steal the way i played wif it jzu now....haha..jkjk la...however he got first boold on me...:( than after i hav my ultimate  i can kill him le.... from this few games...i can noe chu improve little le but i getting not very good le....farming not very good.....haiz....no mood also this morning coz a man from the tennis court scoled me....for ntg.....if he is not a adult, i will not gif him face le....wt toot......dun mention le....than nite i went for dinner wif family and we watch football together....portugal won.....nice game.....quality....haha...

wed 14 June 2006

haiz...........a bad day again........haha.....u all yang read sure say y this writer always upset de....haha....actually i am quite happy de everyday....but sometimes....eventhough i sad....no ones noe......sometimes only my good friend will noe.....but some times no one at al....got got.........my lovely doggy bokky.....haha..........today i went to sch early....i talk about footbal wif bubbles and alvin......wah....so sad i miss two nice matches yesterday nite.........kesian.....haha

than i go perhimpunan.......i got a menti oh.....her name is sophia....she is ok la...but not stern enuf and not strict enuf....nvm la this is her 1st offiicial day to become a pengawas in her life....so better dun gif her too much presure la....haha.i got bak my fizik....haiz...ok only la the marks.....my add maths also ok only.....haiz....muz jia you le oh me...:(....than i go out to do the teacher's day stuft.....ok la.......kinda fun and i got almost everything done......the rest is all on dinesh le....but i really not happy becoz yvonne loh is not happy oh....coz at first she yg do wan ma......felt so sorry oh......hope she will not mind la.....i gave to dinesh becoz time prob and i can contact him easier.....

than during st john i really .................really..............dun say le.........:(   

bye.....go eat le 

13 JUN 2006, tuesday

this my second time post..........haiz.....so long din post up le.....nvm ..... i wana rite down and tell my self wat happen from last wednesday till now...2day....haha.From tat day till 2day......not very happy or wat la......haizz......ok lets start wif wednesday......tat day i went to sch early....about 6 something....slippy...din really slip propely....today is the camp oh...first time i organize a camp.....but actually not fully prepared la.....i am always hoping this camp will b ok and smooth..meen ee...........u din come for the camp......can not gif opinion bout this camp...haha....okok...continue....than when i reach sch the first one i saw was shawn...he came to help to build the tent for us....while waiting firdaus they all.....i went for breakfast...when  we all ready and wan to start to build the tent....wt toooot......our buluh tat was needed to build the tent was juz burn by romanus YESTERDAY NITE>.....omg...omg...omg.....haiz.....at last we used the goal post to build but its more like picnic than camping...lolz....ok.....than about 9 am ....all the ajks reach sch le....we start to talk about the camo...i brief them bout all the activities.......and so on.....by 11 am people started to register n pay to karishma. about 11.30am i went bak home to take extention wire....when i come bak sch wif my motor....noe wat i saw.....haiz.....a  few ajks wif ruthra took cikgu adrian's car.....going bak home in LINTAS to take things...the camp is starting at 12 pm and they are going lintas at 11.50am......i hav ntg to say.....nvm .....juz hav to wait wif patient.however by 12.20 lik tat not all members and ajks are here.....members after register go around the sch and disapearing.....i duno how pun tat time.....so i WAIT again lo....about 12.30 like tat stil.........haiz......nvm la......i continue and teacher spoke to all the members about the camp and rules....than cindy told them about food...............cindy=food ( haha,cin cin dun angry oh:P ) okok.......by  that time those ajks tat went lintas juz come bak....nvm  la....so ask all the members to bring their things to the padand wher we set up the 'tent' or u can say picnic spot.lolz....they got complain la....but no choice....than the boys found a football and start to play....haha....i wan to join them oh....but..can not...haha...actually the whole thing already late half an hour le...haiz....nvm la....than after i group them up....i ask them to look for fire woods....haha...we got four teams only....pinyok, semua batang, brendaS, and suvivor...haha.wat a name.....than whenthey come bak i ask them to wash the toilet so tat we can use the clean toilet.....pinyok did it very fas and they went for rest.... than the activities...goes on lo....quite ok la....but rainiing.,...so they bring their things in 4a and 4b class.boys 4a and gals 4b.....from this i can confirm the fact that gals are tidy,clean and systematic........the gals arrange the table propely and palce their things nicely....but the boysl....woooooo...throw their things in the clas and start to talk and eat.....haha......the activities continue....we hav logo design fashion show briefing and preparation.....all goes well....and i was quite happy coz the camp was going nicely....than mana tau raining........:( but at las we manage to start our telematch ( angela responsible in this game). the rain stop and she continued it....quite fun and funnny esspecially the banana part...hahalike kissing.lolz....than after tat was the guys heaven time.......FOOTBALLLLL......this time i also join them......i scored a hatrick i think if i am not mistaken...quite afew..... quite fun.....after tat we all go for a bath and prepare to take dinner....i went home to take bath becoz i malas wana wait le and i wan to arrange things....hehehe...mayb u will say its  AN alasan...haha...duno??duno??hehehe........than when i come bak i go arrange the table for dinner and i help cindy our wif the food....remember cindy is d food gal...: P haha......we hav the food from salim.....aiya....some of us can not take hot stuf....haiz kesian them....but i hav no other choice le.....made some mistake during ordering food.but nvm la.....haha...after dinner there was still a period be4 fashion show....i tot pic wif my frens and i was kinda happy...(coz i took photo wif three gals...hehe....wawa(clara),bubbles(angela) and Xiao mu ma(lavinia))...than i took a group photo wif suivivor too...after tat we hav fashion show....wah.....so creative the teams.....the funny thing is mark moses hu is tall and skinny wore a bikini tat the team made for him....haha......at las he was the winner....haha......than after that.....hav  a nite treasure hunt.....b'jorn hu was so serious in the afterr noon preparing the game......the gave out the clues and the pinyok was so pro....so fas they came bak almost one hour only...haha....after tat i let all the members rest...the ajks we hav a short meeting about  the day and briefing about tomorw's activities........i went bak to room and play cards wif the guys....the room was in disaster and i hav no moer energy to tell them to clean up le....haha.conclusionly....quite nice the first day....BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.....the second day suppose the best day...i thought....however it end up.....i was so sad tat nite.....untill......hehe....okokokok...continue....

2nd day...... i woke up early....than i talk to mark hu din slip the whole nite.....oh...wait...forget to say that yesterady nite something happen......but i din can cannot tell out....make me quite unhappy and upset dee.....haiz...dun care le....okok come bak...haha....las nite be4 slip i told the ajks to meet at 6.45am...but.................some juz woke up at 6.45....some woke up and bath........the members also some stil dun one to wake up...duno la......the activity should start at 7am.....ok lo.....nvm i also duno how to tell them le....so i juz alone lo until when ruthra told me tat the penceramah that was supose to come at ten for a talk could not come.....wt.tooot.......haiz....ok lo...so i decided to gif the members a longer rest be4 we start the activities......i told them including ajks tat the activities will start at 8 am....and meet in canteen be4 8am.........the nex activity was the scout game.....the one hour be4 8am go clean up the mess in 3I myself.....than when it is about 8am....about 7.55am i went to the canteen...and i saw no one except the survivor....the survivor was a good team...they nvr late for anything....than i went 4a and 4b to ask them to go canteen.....but like no one heard wat i say....SOME....still juz wan to start cook mee,milo....talking,eating.....seems like i am ntg there....this hurts my heart alot....nvm la.....so i shouted and at las some start to move....some still.............okokok...dun care.....than after like 15 minits late....all AT LAS reach the canteen.....than i let the scout to conduct their game....than i continue go clean the class for the nex activity......but while i am doing it....the scout leader come and c me....he told me tat all of them dun one to cooperate and the hav no semangat........dun wan to folo wat they ask to do....wat the..........i went bak and hav a look .....they are still talking each other while firdaus is already telling them wat to do....haizzzZZZ.......than the scout cancel the game....and theregoes the activity tat should b fun....haiz......presure in my mind going up UP UP.....than i ask mike to continue wif the marching activity........'haha'......i think hu read this blog will noe wat happen.....haiz ......than at las this cancel too........and i ask them to go slip or do anything they want coz all the activities canceled le...i let them hav a rest tilll 12 pm......at tat time was still 8 something....i can not tahan le....i went for a slip......i woke up 12.03pm.....shiT....this was my fault....this time i am the one hu is no use.....woke up late....sorry.....okok.than i rush to the field and prepare the things...the activity now is to teach them how to build a fire and how to cook....so i went to prepare and ask them to kumpul and i started to teach them .....but.....i faced a prob coz the fire woods was wet so....i hard to start a fire...and most of them dun really listen wat i teach le...coz they hav firestarter and....gel for making fire.....haiz.....disapointed....i din teach cooking skill pun...coz........haiz..than this part i forget le...i think is we hav lunch......after lunch i wan to start the nex activity le...but clara said better we folo th time table....ok la...so we wait lo.. when its is 2 pm....i need to go call them to 3I again.haha...clara briefing them about the acting.....but all the teams seems like din do any preparion n they duno go wher also....only survivor team is preparing things.......this time jimmy came wif his football......and everyone.....hilang le....go footbal.........i also duno how....all the activities.......tat i plan all duno how le.....supose at 4.30 they will start cooking...but there was a rain so i let them play football pun lo....u noe guys la....in rain football is ntg...the most imposrtant is fun....haha. I also join them....here i felt tat i am bad and uselss again...as a president i should not join them and should prepare things le...but actually i hav ntg to do le...so i join them.... i played quite well...after tat....i ask them to bring the woods to behind the cantenn and prepare to cook le....i need to repeat this comand agAIN n AGAIN to ask them bring the woods there......some they are still playing footbal...haiz......nvm la....i do it my own......i carry a few times and only survivor team and a few frens help out....at lassssss baru la.....then i ask them to can try to start fire le......fuh.,..they wan to use they own way to start...wif  i gel...ok lo..we tried their way......actually the gel is usefull coz the woods are wet........but they tried so long and can see fire and smoke.,...but that kind of fire can not cook.....but they still ......than after tat they gave up and went for basketbal....than i make a new one myself near tat place....i use the way my dad taught me while he was in camping las time.....i use the gel and at las....i manage to start the fire wif the help of dinesh raja wif his gel....so....i start to arrange the bricks and start cooking....than the gals hu wnet for bathing came wif pan,, cooking utensils and everything la......than we started to wash rice and cook( i bath already la tat time) cindy was so happy coz she first time cook rice...wif fire...ha...for me also....but i every tried wif a small pot when my dad taught me the way to cook the day be4.....something happen when cooking....not kebakaran or wat...juz conflict between me n frens...although i am :( but i dun show anything la.i juz stop cooking and started to eat alone.....than i go out buy things to eat again...and eat alone again....than .....i go clean the mess in 3I again....but.....when i come bak.....they stop cooking le....n all the things are juz left there only without cleaning......wtTOOT...so i go ask them to clean up...but AGAIn.....no one respond to me......i was sososo angry and sad tat time.....but i think no one noes la....i end up cleaning up the canteen myself...when i was in canteen...i saw...lavinia and mark moses...lavinia was smiling and laughing....as usual la...haha...she saw me angry and she help me out....so good..luckily this time cikgu adrian came and asked me y no one help to clean up...i told him wat happen...and he go to class and paksa them.....at las..... all came and help me out.....after tat they went bak to class and i told them tat to meet in 3i at 8 pm...but i duno wheter they got hear or not la......duno la........so i go finish cleaning up the 3I alone.....actually i noe the ajks is tired....coz many of the ajks din come...haiz.....wah at 8 pm......really all come almost in time oh........i tot wat happen...actually teacher go tell them to go 3I again...ha...but at least they come...teh activity now is acting.......clara conduct it....and i go for a rest....and COOL DOWN>........when i went bak i manage to look at all the acting...quite nice....although i am angry and sad at tat time but the whole acting make me smile bak....haha.....than i ask the members and ajks to prepare to sing birthday song to firdaus when i bring him to 3I....firdaus injured his leg....so i papah him to 3I....when we bring him in....we sing him thre version of happy birthday...english,malay and chinese....the chinese one was nice...haha coz not many people noe how to sing so they hantam onlyy...haha.so nice la the 'EFFECT".haha.......firdaus was so touch i can see.haha.than the scout perform something;..........this time they all can folo becoz teacher was there and all of them are not as not semangat like morning....the scout was so funny and bring laughter to evryone of us...haha.aftet tat was the FUN night......mike introduce the first game to us.....its....some thing.....haha.......funny.........its like...haha,....i duno how to say la....u go ask mike la...haha....than after this is................malam penghayatan.....haha..we blind fold the members and bring them to the whole sch.....we leave them there alone ... and bring them around...remember alone only.hahah........than after tat........we hav camp fire lo...camp fire i am riisking myself to do tat...haha..u noe y......coz cikgu laini say no camp fire......but i seee every one so excited and if we juz stop the night without anything memorable....so i did a camp fire lo......quite fun coz first time isee a nce fire....BUT>>.be4 tat........i was being upset again......haiz.......actually ntg la i think.......at first i wan to see the ajks like las night to bincang howstoday and activities tomorw......and i wan to bincang about the best team and everything after the camp fire....but.......be4 camp fire....clara says wan to bincang first the best actor and actres....wif them first coz she scared after no time......i dun really wan becoz i need the guys to help to build the camp fire.....but....they like also tired dun one to move le......so i go carry the woods and everything...when i came bak they are talking about the best leader ...etc and tomorw plans evrything le......i duno anything pun and no one tell me anything..........................................................................As a leader i think i am so uselss and dun hav leadership at al.................................................i din join the camp fire and i am totally NO MOODDDDDDD for anything......so i phone barbie......luckily she pick up the phone and talked to me.......i told her about the fun of the camp and i tried to scared her again saying tat there are ghost behind her ah.....Ju on in her blanket ah.....haha....she was terified too...haha....i talk to her in the canteen.....we talk quite long pun......than after tat we talk about others things la.......haha.but at las........my whole leg kena bite by nyamuk......punya gatal.......haha........at least after talking to her.....i felt better and not so sengsara........i try to forget everything and try not to think......after saying good nite to her ........i go bak to 4A....i talk to jacky about.....till.....about 5 like tat...i try to slip lo....but i when i woke up at 5.30am(we supose to meet to fill water in the balloon) but i see all still sliping......i pun dun care le continue sliping.dam....i woke up at 7 am.......all the ajks lost le.....i think they went to fill in the balloons and bottles.the last activity is the balloon fight and we keep it as a secret coz we dun one to tell the members about it. haiz........i went to find them and i found them...they are filling up water...i fell so bad and hop they dun angry me la/./....i felt them continue and i go bak to ask all of members to clean up the MESS and packing le........Again i hav a hard time to ask them to help.......at las.....again i started to clean up and idin even pack my own things.......after tat a few help to clean up only lo.......nvm la......las day le....if i dun clean up...at las i will b the one hu kena marah juga la.......so.........clean up le and i ask them to put the bagsin 3I.....the balloon fight i duno fun or not la...coz i no mood to play also.....but i join la.....than the clisng ceromny in 3I lo......suivivor the best team, lavinia the best leader, ruthra the best participant , mark the best actor and wong yu shoing the best actress..haha...than be4 they leave i ask all to help to clean up 3I.......haiz....ok la...u noe la.....only a few help lo....i hav to clean up and arrange the table wif some help from frens lo.....than i clean up and pack and found tat still a lot of rubish....i clean up myself again.....AT :LASSSSSS it ends.....AT LASt.....if next year there will b another camp.......HAHAHAHAHAHA>.....................................................................throughout this camp...i wan to say a few things to the ajks, members,scout and teacher.first.....i wan to say tat mayb i am not a good leader n i hav no experience in organizing a camp.....to all ajks HU help out this camp....cindy,brenda,clara,mike,michelle,b'jorn,angela n karishma.actually i noe u all are tired becoz we really dun hav enuf ajks.....many AJKS din TURN up!! but i juz want to say tat i am quite :( on thursday nite....u all should wait 4 me for the meeting...not to say i am the leader and i am the KING...NO! i dun mean tis n i juz hop we can really work as a team....i waited for u all for the meeting be4 the camp to discuss about the camp ah...but....a few only make it....but some i noe u all really can not make it.i dun mind a lot la if u got apointment or transport prob....ok??.nvm la....i really wan to say thanks ALOT ALOT to cindy....u really help alot in the camp....u always come early for meeting and u prepare the food very nice......if not we all kelaparan oh...ha...ok....now to wawa.....hihi...i can feel tat you angry wif me o after the camp....i not sure la...sorry la k??thz for the fashion show, and  acting...u did a good job.the fashion and acting went on well.to bubbles.....although u can not stay for two nitez..but thz for handling the telematch nicely oh,,,,nice idea...haha.funny too...n u came early for the meeting....:)bubbles....thanks.lolz...to mike....wah....u game really nice man....haha...nex time i got a idea le...thz for everything and nice to work wif u...to b'jorn....wah...u really go all out for  the treasure hunt....first time i c u so seriuos oh...wei i dun mean u last time not serious....i dun noe u ma las time.haha.but u really did a nice work..thz oh...:) to michelle....hihi...among us...u are the most quiet de...but u help alot...at first there are a few activities u inchanrge de...but becoz of some reason i cancel it len no time rearrange new activities for u le.but anyway u did a good job too...:)To karishma....allthough u can not come for the camp...but thz for handling the registration oh....u came everymeeting and came early too although u are not a ajk in st john..haha.for those ajks hu dIn come for the camp........I hopED u all can try ur best to help out and support the club programme...............some one is wondering....y my name haven come out de.....hahha...dolphin!!!! i mean brenda.....hihi.....thank u oh...u and michelle did a good work in logo oh...nice logo came out...but cikgu bala.....hehehe...shs.....duntell him.....:P and tat day u cook the sayur nice oh....hhaa...thanks anyway......: )

ok la........i also malas type le........so long le.....okok i fas fas go through..friday.,...i slp and miss my tuition.....haha...but i watch germany vs some one (forget le) wif y family....sat i slip till noon and unpack and clean my room...at nite i go out for dinner wif family and watch england match...BORING.......haha.........

sunday......went to cp for Iu day,....saw barbie... and we took photo and also DA TOU TIE wif frens.......ok la....but i can still feel wawa is angry wif me....sorry oh wawa...... the camp over le ma.......k??//monday....ok lo...wat i rush i forget to bring things to sch....i went bak home and come bak to sch in 10mnits.....haha.luckily no acident.haha...than i got my paper lo......tuesday,/....like tat lo

i after continue le......i am so hungry...........bye............

tuesday----------day be4 my camping day

hi......my first time to post up

duno wat to do also.lolz..................haiz.........today is a undescribeable day for me......

why i say panic??? OK...this morning......i went to wong foo tuition......8am...so dam early....my head still pain....and when i woke up.....alreayd 8.30.OMG   tuition starts at 8am...luckily bubbles phone me...and i woke up....in a rush i went to tuition without breakfast.in fizik.....i am quite blur coz i miss some lesson....finally......10.30am lo!!!!!

now i am panic again....y....coz i am going for dota......first game:

me,lou n someone from cyber.....me:tiny,lou:luna moon fang, the guy: bountry

oppenent jason tiu and bryan....

haiz ....wat a game my fren left so fas and make me lose only........so we restart...

2nd game.....me,lou and jason one team...

oponent: tiu, liangz(pro) and bryan......

we played random....

how good i got venom.....jason sandking and lou crystal maiden...however lou and jason change place due to lou is better wif sand king and jason is bettter in itn heroes...beside tat he is also sitting beside me....we can plan teamworks...

the game starts well...FOR ME LA...lolz

i choose the left lane sentinel...my enemy is pandaren(fong)...woofong is pro dota player....and i am little bit scared of him....so.....i harras him whenevr he wan to farm and poison him;..hhoho....at las it works well... he dun dare to farm too much.... juz leech from the creeps...however i am getting exp and also money.....i am good in venon farming...okok...games go on for a while and be4 i am lvl 5 i heard" FIRST BLOOD". wat the hell...so fas hu izit....ohhh its lou hu killed bryan....unbelieveable....but after i played the first game wif bryan....i new tat he is not very good in farming....his farming is a bait for people to kill.....dangerous tu......hop he noes tat...okokgames continue...when i got my ...(4get le) i hunt hero le.....i try to team up wif jasonl.....firstly not very good

but at lass.....we are owning.......haha although i am killed a few times...once is becoz my carelessness......than during late game i got a triple kill....omg......it is a wonderfulll time to get triple kill...coz fong is a pro and his hero is a tanke....hard to kill tu.....however tiu and bryan is nto hard to kill due to their armour, life and also lvl....i was lv 25 while they are only lvl 15-18.....

lastly.......they ask to regame coz we sure win le....so they all left...i am rated the top player in thegame...how happy am i......this is a game wif panic and fun and alsoteamworks....it is not only team work but also .......frenship and belive u partner...LONG JATI , mayb u got hope man....meen ee or other reader i think u are wondering wat is long jati...wat a name rite.......lolz.....long jati is our dota tema name....but still kurang one member,....LO=Lou NG=ch'NG JA=JAson Ti=TIu

this is how the name borned.....muahaha........i think i wan to include chu.,... but jason and chu like enemies....duno y......haiz nvm.......dun mention it....if takdir can b a team than a team lo....rite?? hehe..than the third match goes on...but now only me, tiu and fong partner wif cyber people......this is the worst game for me.....i played like shit......haha....nvm la

i am actually trying tat new hero..coz i think it will b strong...IF I NOE HOW TO FARM NICELY WIF TAT HERO>>>>lolz.................

OK la .... noon i went to family planing....BORING>>>haiz.........but good can c her....hehe.meen ee, i am not angry wif u bah..... wat u say is rite ah...haha....and u send me a msg say fren 4ever....:( i wan ..... good frens forever or one day best fren forever.....haha......er.......than i went bak.......wat a traffic jam......i stop by lavinia house....to gif her the cam....she is still in sch uniform but......haha...ash her la.....her cousin call willy likes me aH.....

nite......do camp things.........haiz...........fan.......haiz.... now sliping lo.......but....tiba tiba lavinia phone me and comlain about how she is going to suffer in the camp becoz the bug will bite her ah....and she say she scared of water coming in ah.......and al those lo.....hahaha...wat a cute gal hu nvr chi4 ku3 be4....i blive i almost all my frens in my class(gals) nvr chi ku b4 de and i think they should come for an experience ma....although this may  the worst camp tat u have evr come....but i think at least an experience ah....hha///hopes 2morow dun rain and everything goes fine.......byeeeee